I posted that status this morning after battling back and forth about staying longer with him or staying on time and going into work. I fight that battle every morning whether the kids are up in my bed or not :/ I've struggled with it for 10 years now.
I NEVER wanted to be a working mom. NEVER EVER.
That being said, it was what happened AFTER this that got me even more determined than when I posted the status. It's something that confirmed my WHY of wanting to be home with my kids.
On the way into work I was listening to personal development (PD). Lately, my PD has been Joel Osteen. (side note: I've never been big into talking about religion, but have always felt a tug inside to follow it more closely. Until becoming a coach, I never listened to that tug. Since listening to the tug, it's just continued to get stronger and i LOVE the feelings I get by listening to Joel, christian music, etc. I'll talk more about this later.) This morning, Joel was talking to me. He said what I needed to hear, and I heard it loud and clear.
It was all about setting GOALS, no matter how far out of reach you think they are, and GROWING into the person who WILL reach those goals that God put in your heart.
And so, when I got into work, I posted something about that on my Facebook page.
"If you're not seeing what God put into your spirit, if you aren't yet living it, keep moving forward.
Where you are now is only temporary. Keep growing."
As if that wasn't enough to get me moving towards my goals even more, I opened my email to catch up on my "Darren Dailys" and THIS was the first one I heard! :)
Ironic?! Maybe. God doing his work? Definitely!
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